Making room for my inability to articulate

​I'm struggling to write anything of length so I've been playing with photos & short, pithy stabs . . . 

​​​I’m not much in to mantra
& as for you 
bossy little teabag 
you can fuck right off

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​​​this is a rabbit hole 
there is no Wonderland 
and my name is not Alice 

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Weight: 
I feel it on my shoulders
pinching my neck
nagging headache 


Wait:
for the wheels to fall off
imagining scenarios 
inevitable 


This wait(weight) is heavy
​too heavy
if it’s not mine to carry
then whose


Weighting 
noun

1. allowance or adjustment made in order to take account of special circumstances or compensate for a distorting factor."each score is then multiplied by the appropriate weighting, giving a weighted score"
2. emphasis or priority."they will give due weighting to quality as well as price"

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